(Dis)functionally Complementarian

29 04 2013

by Andrew Stephens-Rennie

In light of John Piper’s most recent bout of asinine, vitriolic insanity, I’m considering exclusively subjecting myself to the authority of women for the next year. Maybe longer.

No more male theologians. No more male bloggers. There’s too many of us anyhow. We’re always going on about something, and it’s all-too-often through the lens of a dominant, patriarchal culture.

Some of us, oh we apologise for it.

We apologise for the fact that we’re whiteish, middle-classish straightish men. And then we get back to the business of being the whiteish, middle-classish straightish men who, from time to time think about women.

We get back to the business of being the whiteish, middle-classish straightish men, who from time to time read Rachel Held Evans, or Julie Clawson, or maybe tune into Jamie the Very Worst Missionary for kicks. We might respect church-planting pioneers like Karen Ward or Nadia Bolz-Weber, for what they’re doing. Just don’t ask us to go hear them speak, or change who we read. Don’t ask us to learn from them.

Let me get back to my Tom Wright and Walter Brueggemann. Sit me down with Wendell Berry or Brian McLaren or Shane Claiborne. You know, the heavyweights. Oh sure, there are some of us enlightened egalitarian dudes out there. And we’ll react negatively against Piper’s statements, not least because he’s an easy target.

The two questions I’m left with go something like this: Have we changed? Are we willing to do so?

If change means more than making a little noise and milking it for a few blog posts, I don’t know what I’ll do. Because really, in the end, I want to go back to reading the good old boys. What women are doing good theology these days anyhow?

And who the hell is Ellen Davis?

A note to all of the whiteish, middle-classish, straightish egalitarianish males out there: it’s time to come clean.

As much as we rail against Piper, many of us, when it comes to our “teachability” are functionally complementarians. Take a snapshot of your bookshelf or blogroll. What’s the ratio of male to female authorship?

The patriarchy has a deep coercive hold on you too.





Fellow Travellers

22 04 2013

by Andrew Stephens-Rennie

554779_10151399707603450_1390827641_nBack during my first year of seminary, I sat in the back row most classes. This should not, of course, be surprising, as I have been found seated at the back of most classrooms for most of my life. As an introvert, this was a great place from which to take everything in before deciding whether or not to speak.

By everything, I don’t simply mean the professor’s brilliant lecture. This bird’s eye view also afforded me the opportunity to observe the ways in which people responded to the professor, the material, and with each another.

Throughout that first year at Wycliffe College, I sat predominantly at the back of the classroom, and in most classes next to the same student. He was studying to become a priest. I had no idea why I was there. Divine will? Exploration? Youthful rebellion? Read the rest of this entry »





A Truly Remarkable Gift

21 04 2013

by Andrew Stephens-Rennie

I think what brought it all home for me, wrestling with questions of faith an spiritual gifts, these past days, was a conversation with a friend. Driving into the city together, we were sharing stories of life, and faith with its attendant joys and struggles. It was there that I first voiced much of the wrestling that turned into my previous two posts (Concerning Spiritual Gifts & More Faith Required).

It was during that conversation that I first allowed myself to consider that the gift of faith, if a gift of God’s Spirit, is just that – a gift.

More than that, and in the broader context of 1 Corinthians 12, it started to become apparent (or perhaps a little less hazy?) that what St. Paul is driving at in this passage in particular, is that we all need each other. I don’t know how many times I’ve heard the words of the passage repeated to me, but I’m always surprised when something new leaps off the page, leaving me with new insight.

God’s Spirit has bestowed these diverse gifts upon us, in disproportionate measure. This is somehow part of the plan. It’s not about me, it’s not about my self esteem or sense of self-worth. It’s not about how worthy I think I am, or how worthy I think I’m not. In the end, it’s about none of these things. It’s about the gifts of God for the people of God. Read the rest of this entry »





More Faith Required

20 04 2013

To one is given through the Spirit the utterance of wisdom, and to another the utterance of knowledge according to the same Spirit, to another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts of healing by the one Spirit, to another the working of miracles, to another prophecy, to another the discernment of spirits, to another various kinds of tongues, to another the interpretation of tongues. All these are activated by one and the same Spirit, who allots to each one individually just as the Spirit chooses. (1 Corinthians 12:8-11)

by Andrew Stephens-Rennie

It was a spring day in Kingston, a decade-or-so ago. Snow still melting on the ground, the sun cutting through the cold, and I was going to meet with a friend and Campus Crusade mentor to discuss my current crisis of faith. Crisis should, perhaps be put in quotation marks. it was no such thing. Challenge, perhaps. Evolution, maybe. But these words were new to me when applied to faith.

Meeting in the University Centre, we shared some time together, and then I shared my story. A story of blacks and whites fading to grey. A story in which the absolutes of childhood faith had a few more question marks attached to them. A story in which they worldview I had inherited was collapsing down around me, and in which I no longer knew how to proceed on my own. I was searching, seeking, looking for counsel. At very least, a companion on the journey.

As new as it was for me, it seemed as though faith and doubt existed in equal part.  Read the rest of this entry »





Concerning Spiritual Gifts

20 04 2013

by Andrew Stephens-Rennie

Concerning spiritual gifts, I do not want us to be uninformed. It’s a concern as old as St. Paul, to be sure, yet I say this as one wondering if we haven’t all been a little misled.

It’s not surprising, really, if you think about it. It’s not really surprising if you consider the ways in which we’ve been formed, reformed and conformed to and within this idolatrous monolithic culture. It should not be in the least bit surprising that in such a world as this, we’ve ended up worshipping at the altar of our staunch, unapologetic individualism even as we proclaim (in lowercase letters and hushed voices) that jesus is lord.  Read the rest of this entry »





Idolatry & the Crisis of Being

11 04 2013

by Andrew Stephens-Rennie

My previous post, A Lifetime of Habits, arose out of an initial reflection on Peter Enns’ blog post about some recent statements by American pastor Timothy Keller. While those statements were most specifically related to Keller’s views on sexuality, they allude to a much more important question: how do we believe?

Most fascinating in Keller’s perspective is the acknowledgment that a shift in belief on issues such as human sexuality would demand a complete dis-assembly of the way in which many evangelicals read the bible and understand scriptural authority.

In response, Mike Todd suggested:

The metaphor of disassembly is unfortunately appropriate. What kinds of things require disassembly? Things welded, or glued, or put together with nails and screws and nuts and bolts. Things that are fixed, that were never meant to bend, to shift, to move.

Things that require disassembly are made of human hands. Like the Golden Calf of the Exodus, they are idols.  Read the rest of this entry »





A Lifetime of Habits

9 04 2013

by Andrew Stephens-Rennie

A lot of attention has been paid, in recent days, to Tim Keller’s words to a group of journalists about his views on gay marriage and homosexuality. Keller is the pastor of Redeemer NYC (Presbyterian Church of America) and a founding member of The Gospel Coalition, a group of neo-reformed church leaders from around the USA.

What interests me the most about Keller’s comments is not the content about sexuality per se, but rather his comments about the way in which many evangelicals a) read the bible; and b) practice their faith. In Peter Enns’ Patheos blog, he observes a significant issue at play. That is, for many who hold to an evangelical biblicism, for them to come around on issues like homosexuality or evolution. Keller puts the problem this way:

You’re going to have to ask them to completely disassemble the way in which they read the Bible, completely disassemble their whole approach to authority. You’re basically going to have to ask them to completely kick their faith out the door.’”

Too often, especially amongst those who consider themselves “more progressive” on issues of human sexuality, the argument is reduced to a change in thought: People just need to change their mind or catch up to others in their *thinking*.

As much as emergent theological voices want to push past the “propositional truth” paradigm, we continue to find ourselves stuck offering replacement propositions. New ways of *thinking* about human sexuality. And yet, what’s at stake here is not just a new idea, a new proposition, a new piece of information. What’s at stake is, in fact, a complete rewiring of an entire way of being. Read the rest of this entry »





Doubt and Resurrection

5 04 2013

by Andrew Stephens-Rennie

What do you do when you no longer know how to pray?

What do you do when you find yourself searching for meaning beyond the feeble machinations of this life, yet keep finding yourself drawn down into life’s materialism. What about transcendence? What about heaven? Where is the divine – where is God – in the midst of this godforsaken world?

Faith and doubt, two sides of the same coin. Whether it’s ambivalence, or not, I’m not sure. But there are these ebbs and flows. Sometimes it feels like everything fits together. Other days it does not. I hear people regularly talking in triumphalistic tones about the way in which God has directed them to do such-and-such. But when was the last time hearing God’s voice was more than retracing the stale breadcrumbs I’d followed to get here? Read the rest of this entry »





All Your Heroes Are Not

29 03 2013

by Andrew Stephens-Rennie

All your heroes are not.

None are who they appear to be, and none will ever live up to your idolatry.

On this morning of mourning, we can no longer see what we’d hoped would be. Instead, we must admit that all our heroes are not.

Watch the cursed man climbing his lonely olive tree. The last nail goes in, there’s nothing but scream. All that was certain, all that was solid has melted into air as triumph and victory are overwrought with despair.

Arms stretched out naked before us, the object of rejection, mockery and scorn. And in the midst of it all, my heart, in two, is torn. Dis-illusioned, I am forgotten, abandoned, forlorn.

What do you do when all your heroes are not?

Not the product that promises fulfilment; Not the relationship that makes you whole; Not the saviour of your universe; nor the champion of your war.

It’s bad enough when it turns out the author, the cyclist, the speaker on the stage; when rocker, talk-show host and preacher turn out depraved.

Worse yet, a cruciform messiah who refuses to be saved, leaving comfortable illusions dismantled and razed.

**with nods to peter rollins and jon brooks




After All You’ve Been Through

21 03 2013

by Andrew Stephens-Rennie

Words, they come back to haunt you. They haunt me. I don’t know how it is for you, and truth is I probably don’t want to. Don’t want to enter into your story, your hurt. There are times, of course that I think I want to be like you — or the you that you project. But in my core, I don’t want anything of the sort. I’ve got enough problems.

There are these flashes of fancy and fantasy. This sense that whatever you project, whatever you’re telling me is The Truth and not some manipulation of the events at hand that make you look the way you do. I heard someone, once before, say that the story is in the telling. But what right do any of us have to renarrate the truth?

There are other times when I’m certain that my own reality is enough. When allowed into friends’ stories of hurt and pain, I’m convinced that whatever I’ve got to deal with is more than enough for now. 

Several months ago, while spending time with some of my friends at Jacob’s Well in Vancouver’s Downtown Eastside, a new friend declared to me: “I surely hope you don’t have a girl. First children should be boys.” Read the rest of this entry »








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