Take Up Your Clock and Follow Me

22 12 2012

by Andrew Federle

I’ve had a planner since I was in the 7th grade. Some kids devoted their free periods to hanging out in the cafeteria; my friend Alex and I got a head start on our homework.

In the church-less existence of my first fourteen years of life, receiving my first planner was as close to a sacrament as I got: A leather-bound tome with a lovely page for each day of my life. My father, a disciple of Benjamin Franklin in general – and his Mormon-offshoot ‘Franklin Planner’ in particular – wanted his son to grow up with every advantage. Chief among these would be the cultivated virtues of productivity and efficiency. I became a good disciple of Mr. Franklin.

At age fifteen, I became a disciple of Jesus. But it was only later – perhaps 10 years later – that I began to question whether productivity and efficiency were spiritual virtues. Read the rest of this entry »





We are waiting

19 12 2012

by Jamie Howison

[A sermon preached at st. benedict’s table, Winnipeg, on the third Sunday of Advent]

Every so often life throws the preacher a curve ball, such that the sermon written on Friday morning no longer speaks to the realities of Sunday evening. My sermon on the figure of John the Baptist has been set aside, though it might be true to say that John’s deep dis-ease with the society in which he lived—his powerful message about our need to turn around and reconfigure ourselves—still rings in the background of what I need to say this evening.

On Friday morning as I was writing that sermon, a young man walked into Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown, Connecticut, and began killing children and the school staff who tried to stop him. And while the news reports and updates I heard on CBC radio up to Sunday morning kept referring to him as “the shooter,” we knew already knew then that it was 20-year-old Adam Lanza who wielded those guns. We know, too, that his mother Nancy Lanza was his first victim, and that the guns he used were registered in her name.

Identifying him as merely “the shooter” makes me nervous. I suspect that the CBC was following some protocol, as the police in Connecticut had still not yet officially confirmed the young man’s identity. Yet to use that generic term “the shooter” makes it easier to demonize him; he’s a monster, a killer, “the shooter.” No doubt what he did was monstrous and evil, but to demonize and vilify such a person isolates him from the bigger picture and lets us off the hook from having to deal with bigger and more difficult questions.  Read the rest of this entry »





At a loss for words

15 12 2012

by Brian Walsh

[I had written this piece before the horrific news came out of Newtown, Connecticut yesterday. As President Obama spoke about the loss of twenty children and eight adults it was clear that as profound as his words were, it was his tears that spoke most clearly. We find ourselves at a loss for words. The point of this Advent reflection, is that God is also at a loss for words.]

I make my living with words.

That’s really what I do.
I speak.
I write.
I talk.

If God has given me a gift, it is the gift of words,
or as my Irish fore-fathers would have put it,
the gift of the gab.

I like to talk, and I remember as a kid,
and right up through my early years as a graduate student,
thinking that if only I could just shut up once in a while,
then my foot would not so permanently reside in my mouth.  Read the rest of this entry »





O Come O Come Samuel:  Reflections on My Epidural

11 12 2012

by Marcia Boniferro

Photo from International Museum of Women

“We know that the whole creation has been groaning in labour pains until now; and not only the creation but we ourselves, who have the first fruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly while we wait for adoption, the redemption of our bodies.  For in hope we were saved…” (Rom 8:22-24)

I just heard Romans 8 preached during the first week of Advent and these familiar and powerful words made me think one single and profound (at least to me) thing: I wish I never had an epidural.

I try to be gentle with myself for the choice I made to have an epidural.  When, in the midst of hours of churning and relentless pain, the nurse revealed she thought I “only” had about three hours of labour left, it was the exhaustion more than the pain that jolted me into this decision.  I often comfort myself with the fact that I lasted without any intervention until I was about 6 or 7 cm dilated.  But, in the deepest place in my being and my heart, I wish I had held out for those final 3 cm. Read the rest of this entry »





Advent Ache, Advent Hope

10 12 2012

by Brian Walsh

My daughters think that I hate shopping. They are mostly right.

Not all shopping, but certainly the kind of shopping that might take me into a mall. Indeed, my overwhelming bodily experience in a mall is an overheated irritation that gives birth to a grumpy exhaustion. My body literally starts to ache if I’m in the shopping mode too long. And too long is something like five minutes.

Actually, I can start to feel that overheated irritation and soreness just looking at a store these days.

That is one kind of bodily soreness.

But there are other kinds.

A few hours splitting and stacking wood can leave me sore.
Harvesting vegetables for a morning can leave me with aches and pains in various parts of my body.
So can hauling water for the animals or walking back and forth across a field as I’m trying to repair an electric fence.
Indeed, while I’m never ‘sore’ after a couple days of teaching, preaching and pastoral care on campus, there is an exhaustion that I can feel – especially at the end of a busy semester.

But there is something deeply fulfilling and even gratifying about this kind of soreness, this kind of tiredness. Read the rest of this entry »





“Keening for the Dawn” … again

6 12 2012


(further Advent reflections on Steve Bell’s title cut from his new album, Keening for the Dawn: Christmastide)

by Brian Walsh

I’m still struck by the keening.
Keening for the dawn.
What could that mean?

We keen in the face of death.
Keening is an act of mourning,
a cry of anguish in the face of irreparable loss.

Yet Steve Bell would have us “keening for the dawn,”
and he will lead us to imagine that such keening
is what Advent is all about.

You see, “keening” is a very special sort of “waiting.”
This is a waiting for vindication.
This is a waiting for justice.
But most profoundly, this is a waiting for resurrection. Read the rest of this entry »





Joanne and the Virgin Mary

5 12 2012

by Joanna Moon

Over the last couple of weeks, I’ve been reflecting on my friendship with Joanne, a tall, beautiful, transgendered, aboriginal woman who very recently took her own life. Joanne had a pretty wild sense of humour, and we shared many laughs over the year and a half that I knew her.

As I have been thinking about her death, I’ve also been thinking about her life, and the moments that we shared. Like the first time we met, and realized that we were exactly the same height, and had very similar names. From then on we were pals.

And another time, when she showed up at Sanctuary and announced that she thought she was pregnant … followed, after a pause, by “It must be the Lord’s!” I had to agree that if she, a trans woman was pregnant, it must indeed be the Lord’s!

Over the last couple of weeks I’ve also been re-reading a book called The Jesus I Never Knew by Philip Yancey. Today I read about the conditions of Mary’s pregnancy and Jesus’ birth, and how it seems that “God arranged the most humiliating circumstances possible for his entrance” (Yancey, pg 32). God chose for his Son to be born to a poor young virgin, in a time when the typical consequence of becoming pregnant out of wedlock was to be stoned to death (Yancey, pg 31). Jesus was born in a barn, became a refugee, and grew up in a small town where children of “questionable paternity” were likely not treated kindly. Read the rest of this entry »





Keening for the Dawn: Welcome to Advent

3 12 2012

A (beginning) Review of Steve Bell’s new cd, Keening for Dawn: Christmastide (Signpost Music, 2012).

by Brian Walsh

I have a confession.

I hate Christmas music. And it isn’t just the overly jolly Santa Claus stuff that puts me off. No, it is even the Christmas carols when they start showing up in every store that I enter from the middle of October until December 25. Maybe it is the incongruity of these carols showing up in the midst of a consumer frenzy, and maybe it is their close proximity to the secular Christmas songs, but I admit that secular Christmas celebrations have destroyed most of the season for me.

So it should come as no surprise that I generally hate Christmas albums as well. I know, I know, anyone who knows me will immediately bring to mind Bruce Cockburn’s wonderful Christmas album of a few years ago. That was an exception.

Now let me add one more confession. I generally don’t like contemporary Christian music. For me, this is a genre that comes off as too sweet, too pretty, and doesn’t have enough grit to it.

So when Canadian Christian singer/songwriter Steve Bell came out with a Christmas album this year, I knew that this was going to be a hard sell for me. I deeply respect Bell’s artistry. He is a guitarist that should be ranked amongst the best in the country. And his stature as a songwriter has gained him wide respect across this country. He also graciously headlined the show that we had a year ago to launch Kicking at the Darkness: Bruce Cockburn and the Christian Imagination.

But it was a ‘Christmas’ album that he sent me, and that already had a number of strikes against it. So, to honour the gift, I listened to the whole album in one sitting and was immediately blown away. Or perhaps it would be better to say that a close listen to “Keening for the Dawn” was an experience that I found deeply moving, indeed, deeply healing. Read the rest of this entry »





Preparing for Grace

3 12 2011

by Ericka Stephens-Rennie

On November 25-26, my newsfeed was filled with updates from friends living in the USA and Canadian border towns. These updates weren’t about their thoughts on international events (e.g. the NATO attack on the Pakistan border, or new elections in Egypt); they weren’t about what they were thankful for as they celebrated with their families; and they mostly weren’t about local or personal events either. As far as I could tell from my news feed, the only thing happening those two days was a massive shopping spree spurred on by super-low prices on brand name goods mostly made with cheap labour from somewhere else.

My go-to news media weren’t much better with CBC, the New York Times and even the BBC joining in on the fun of “analyzing” which stores had used the best advertising strategy, which consumers had the “best approach” to snagging the best and hottest deals in the largest quantities, and what effect this all might have on our “lagging economy.”

Indeed. What effect might this have on our lagging economy? Can you tell me more about how I might do my part to turn this shit around?

Am I the only one confused? Because depending on the news story, commentator or economics-savvy blogger, the problem is either that we’ve all spent too much and are too heavily indebted, or that we’re not spending enough and we should be more indebted.

(And can I just say, if the stock market was a real person – a friend, a family member, perhaps – we would have long ago turfed his ass for being an unreliable, manipulative waster. The whims of his opinion seem not to depend on fact, or intention, but rather on his mood, or what “investors are saying.” Why hello schizophrenic, ever thought of treatment?)

In the midst of all this noise, I used to be able to count on a seasonal reminder that I have a choice. That I can opt out of the crazy. That I can Buy Nothing. But this year, the voice of Buy Nothing Day (compliments of Adbusters Magazine, of Occupy fame) was strangely…convoluted. This year, it wasn’t about buying nothing on the weekend North America looses its mind and is completely governed only by wants and desires for more random shit. This year, it was suddenly about #occupyxmas.

“Make a vow to yourself: sometime this Xmas season I’ll join a local credit union and leave the big banks behind.”

“Organize a whirly mart, santa sit-in or Jesus walk.”

“If you buy presents pay the extra few dollars to buy from a local merchant or ‘mom and pop’ retailer.”

This is different than Buy Nothing Day. Buy Nothing Day was a political and economic statement against hyper-consumerism on a day that symbolized the annual saving grace of the retail economy. Choosing to abstain on such a day was a powerful reminder that my Saving Grace is found some where other than new stuff. Choosing to abstain was an act of resistance against the supremacy of the idea that trickle down economics works, and that it’s all not a façade to keep the money trickling upstream to (ok, I’ll say it) the 1%.

On the other hand, the missing voice of Buy Nothing Day reminded me that I am responsible, amidst all the noise, to make room in my head and heart for a still small voice to awaken a desire. To awaken my desire to prepare my heart for the birth of the Saving Grace we all need.

So here is my vow, and it has nothing to do with banking

I vow that amidst the other preparations I do – the baking, the holiday party hosting and even the buying of gifts – I will remember, prepare for and look forward to a Grace that came to earth in the form of an unexpected baby born to an impoverished young couple.








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